So, explaining my title now.... I want to have the confidence to dress like a slut and not care what people say. I feel that it's something I've wanted to do for a long time. I want to be able to have the confidence to wear stuff that I wouldn't normally wear. I'm not a revealing person. I don't think I'm attractive enough to pull off that kind of clothing.
Plus, I've gained a lot of weight since I was a freshman. When I was a freshman, I was a size 1 and only 110 pounds. Now, as a senior, I am almost a size 5 and 130. I hate it. I hate it so much, but I haven't done anything about it because I'm lazy. I suppose it is my fault. In fact, I know it is my fault. I just hate exercise.
Anyway, I just want to develop more confidence in my body, the body that I have right now. One day, I will wear my slut clothing and feel proud and beautiful, not fat and ugly.
So I fold my star....
and put it in my jar..... I hope it comes true.
I got a new jar. Bought it from the container store :) I will eventually decorate it and make it a happy looking jar. I just need to get stickers and stuff first. This is lovely. I'm so proud of my accomplishment! (didn't think i would get the jar until never....)
Thanks for reading :)
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